my mother quit her job in Janaury this year and occupy just told me that if I do not pay rent and buy food i wont live.I have been trying to get to get a job and she bites my head when I suggest it. She has a boyfriend and he does nothing to her.He pay half the rent and I pay half, my mom is still a lot of things and because it constantly asks extra money from me.I owe my credit card and my own clothes I demanded to buy a new flat screen LED TV last year and clothes.She not appreciate what I do for her and forget that I am still a child.I am currently working as a director at Makro trainee as part of their cadet program which means that the study and work.I can not focus as contstantly house and is always doing noice.We watchong tv and live in a bachelor pad that means no way to avoid each other.I enoght get paid to go to work and pay my bills, but I think my mother believes that her much since she was there for my first meeting in makro.She emotionsl uses blackmail every time I want to talk about this, While she says things like: I raised you to be taking care of me, if I load for you, then I say, where purchases busy last year and now you complain, why do you say such things about my father and you left boyfriendyour Now I think it's better than my boyfriend, etc, etc etc.She not appreciate what I do not even care about my studies.Whenever try to talk to her about what I'm disrespecting her.I not knwo what really happened between her and my father boilogical but as I was growing up i was told he was neglecting us, paid for my education, although sometimes it was a buzz and I have forgiven, and that had a great impact on my life.i talked to him about my problems and offered me a place to stay so I can have time to study and be on my own and meet my dreams.I told my mom and she got scared and ahe not even give me a chance to explian . The fact that she is using her past with my dad and our bad times to get to me is reallly my heart as I thought I would understnad more.she 3 miscarrages recently had this boyfriend and all the time he never shown any remorse for these times.He hard not support your emtionally or support me at all way.She is pregnant again after having lost her son last year October 3 which is like a few months ago, literally, and during the process, the individual threatened to beat her when she told him she was losing her falling pregnant baby.Her know exactly who is unemployed is hurting me because now I have to take care of her and the baby and the guy is unreliable. she relies heavily on people and SBI not want to reason every time I try and reprimand her.I wanted out and said nasty things like "my friends tell me to change because now she is broke and I'm abonding its cause now has no job "and that's not true, because I said to go home to my grandmother's house for spending could be lower and you could live with another family and make a living for myself but she took it as cliamed offnce and I am getting rid of it because it is just minutes uneployed.few ago she said that I was talking to my dad one offered to help, and with my drivers lisence like me can not afford and that was only negative about the whole situation I was cliaming gossping around the laws.I then in his todl I think my father and boyfirnd are the same as the two are not making her happy or let her be herself and she say I'm upset about choosing men for her and my father about her.It I grieve mourn, but I'm dying inside because it does not help me be the person who aspires to be.she called my aunt is cliaming I'm saying that it is a useless mother, but she did not even see that she is holding me back in terms of growth and make a living for both of us .. I'm thinking of moving and living with my dad while he offered to let me stay i Gouse his old until I get my degree next year and then move out .. . I am currently preparing my exam period so ago because of the constant fighting and distractions.
Need mental health counseling immediately , and you also need to see a doctor . You need to tell your mother about this, so a help. If you are not getting enough nutrition that could be the cause of your headaches , and hurt in NEVER the answer. That's a warning sign , a warning , that something is very wrong with you and you have to talk to other people they trust in order to improve .
How do you know you're not anorexic ? Sounds like it could be based on your symptoms .
Please call at least a crisis line to talk to someone .